My husband is a liar. I found out he is still lying to me about doing drugs. My ex was a liar too. He cheated on me with I don’t even know how many women… at least 6.

Is it me? Am I so unworthy that I deserve to be lied to? All I do is agonize over my husband; is he lying to me? Is he doing drugs? Why doesn’t he want to spend tome with me? Maybe it’s been me all along. Maybe I am the one with the issues. Do I overreact? I told my husband I do not want to be married to him anymore, and he pulled me close and told me he love’s me so much and not to do this. I have been avoiding him since. My mind is a complete mess.